NeTTys SeCreT DiarY

Bucuk:
Ku merindu,
Merindu cinta yang tulus dari hatimu
Selalu ku impikan hidup bersamamu
Ku kan selalu menanti balasan cintamu

Sayang:
Ku berjanji,
Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku

Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini

Yeah…

Jangan putus harapan
Sedia setia…

tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
yang pernah dibuka waktu, hanya untukmu
kini kau pergi dari hidupku
ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau
* berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
tak ada lagi cahaya suci
semua nada beranjak, aku terdiam sepi
** dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
tentangku yang tak mampu melakukan waktu

dengarkanlah kau matahariku
dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
ku bersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku

di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
terasa hangat oh didalam hati
kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
tak pnah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
ku saat itu mencari makna
tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada
*
kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu kita bertemu
*
bertemu

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu
Yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
Hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
Cinta tak di sini lagi kau t’lah berpaling

Sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
Ooh… oooh…
Ooh… oooh…

ok..kebengangan mulai terasa dengan makhluk bernama le****…bosan betul..tapi..jap2..esok2 aku update

ok..aku update atas pesanan penaja..lelaki ni susah la nak budget..diorg ni dah berpunya pon mengaku tak begitu juga sebaliknya..apa kau ingat kau hensem sgt ke?tlgla..setakat gelap gelita buat apa…periuk aku lagi gelap..lagi berkilat, berfungsi utk memasak pulak tu..tlglah sikit..semua pmpuan ada maruah n hey mister, jgnla nak sakitkan hati perempuan2 kat dunia ni..tak kisahla die ni cantik ke tak…jangan kau lupa akan balasan Allah…ingatlah..sakitkan hati org buat dosa je…baik bertaubat n tolonglah jangan salahkan org lain atas kelemahan diri sendiri..sangat tak macho..

for the past 17 days..i went for training kat obm lumut..masa dapat tau kene pergi..sgt2 lah cuak coz dengar cerita cam tempat tuh scary sgt2….activity die mmg tough..just cant imagine i cud handle it..masa 1st day dtg asyik nak balik je..bile dah time nak balik..tanak balik..pengalaman kat sana sangat2 best…nanti sambung..nak tidooo

shud i change or shud i not ?hahah..dont want la…coz i also dunno la

its really hard to find real friends nowadays…coz most of them like to take advantage on you..for eg..if a friend of yours(the opposite sex)found out that you might have some crush on your friend(that is the opposite sex)…the chances are..he might play with your feelings, as in make you believe that you have a chance to be with him(which normally never happens) until he finds the girl of his dreams..and will abandon you eventually or leave you hanging(the word ‘dumps’ is not applied here as you and him never have any kind of relationship,cool?)or that friend of yours might control you,as in you are his property and no one can be friends with you..either ways both will have a negative impact on you..

There are also the type that likes to go out,have fun,enjoying themselves( i mean 24/7)..yeah..this might sound pretty cool but come on..you have to get some time for yourself..

The worst of all is the "ATTENTION SEEKER"..ok physically from your first impression,your friend might looks geeky.But when you hang out with that friend, he/she might talk really loud that he/she doesnt need a microphone to get his/her thoughts being heard.He/she is trying so hard to be cool,when actually they’re not.Plus they want follow whatever you do,whereever you go…you know what i mean…Its ok to have friends like this but most of the times,these people cant be really annoying..

Luckily most of the friends that i have are capable..understanding..kind hearted…funny but serious..blurry but smart…you know who you are…my closest friend,dearest ezlin,dearest nini,dearest eyenon,my jahizzians friends,adik su,dearest huda,dearest pod,shahril poyo,paen emo..my sife mates..hehehe..hope we have a better understanding between us n may we win the sife national competition…

y in the world r u so perasan? syok sendiri ke?..wats with all the attention seeking..get the point please..do i have to spell it out for u?u have to get  this book..its good for u ..read it…’just not into u’..hahaha…where is ur pride?dignity?how can u be that low?although im so damn short..ive never been lower that that…accusing me of something i never did..just to spice things up..common dude..face the reality..face the facts….u looked so polite but deep down u r insane..get some help..be4 u go physco….i mean u r trouble…please

ok..bukannya nak marah..just that..it really pissed me off la..control freak