NeTTys SeCreT DiarY

its really hard to find real friends nowadays…coz most of them like to take advantage on you..for eg..if a friend of yours(the opposite sex)found out that you might have some crush on your friend(that is the opposite sex)…the chances are..he might play with your feelings, as in make you believe that you have a chance to be with him(which normally never happens) until he finds the girl of his dreams..and will abandon you eventually or leave you hanging(the word ‘dumps’ is not applied here as you and him never have any kind of relationship,cool?)or that friend of yours might control you,as in you are his property and no one can be friends with you..either ways both will have a negative impact on you..

There are also the type that likes to go out,have fun,enjoying themselves( i mean 24/7)..yeah..this might sound pretty cool but come on..you have to get some time for yourself..

The worst of all is the "ATTENTION SEEKER"..ok physically from your first impression,your friend might looks geeky.But when you hang out with that friend, he/she might talk really loud that he/she doesnt need a microphone to get his/her thoughts being heard.He/she is trying so hard to be cool,when actually they’re not.Plus they want follow whatever you do,whereever you go…you know what i mean…Its ok to have friends like this but most of the times,these people cant be really annoying..

Luckily most of the friends that i have are capable..understanding..kind hearted…funny but serious..blurry but smart…you know who you are…my closest friend,dearest ezlin,dearest nini,dearest eyenon,my jahizzians friends,adik su,dearest huda,dearest pod,shahril poyo,paen emo..my sife mates..hehehe..hope we have a better understanding between us n may we win the sife national competition…

y in the world r u so perasan? syok sendiri ke?..wats with all the attention seeking..get the point please..do i have to spell it out for u?u have to get  this book..its good for u ..read it…’just not into u’..hahaha…where is ur pride?dignity?how can u be that low?although im so damn short..ive never been lower that that…accusing me of something i never did..just to spice things up..common dude..face the reality..face the facts….u looked so polite but deep down u r insane..get some help..be4 u go physco….i mean u r trouble…please

ok..bukannya nak marah..just that..it really pissed me off la..control freak

after 5 years of hardwork..headache..heartbreak…im finally back home..been totally beezeee for the past few month..finishing my thesis..managing ractar…handling different people with all sorts of attitude..meeting new people..ermm prospects maybe..ngeh..bz with sife projects…that i dont really have time for myself…nvm..now im back home..i just wanna cook..cook..cook..watch tv..have lotsa sleep..n do gardening…hanging around with my parents made me realise that i love them even more..everynite..b4 i go to bed..i would sneak into their room n kiss them ontheir cheeks..best…

to be continued

ok..wondering y i asyik ol pepagi jer ni…i pon bosan gak..ni la akibatnye bile dumb dumb plumbers gi pecahkan lantai my toilet n menyebabkan habuk everywhere..why cant they accept the fact that the pipes are leaking and the pipes..only the pipes that need to be changed?bengong la..dah la since friday i tak dapat tido kat my cozy bedroom..due to dust n my toilet seat yg derang dismantle tempoh hari..sigh..ni yg nak balik kl..disebabkan itu juga i jadi demam…sebab i kene tgk what they r doing…ye la..dah la i sorang2 kat umah..then derang masuk kuar my house..membawa bersama debu..dah la bukan nak kemas kan semula sampah derang..i gak yang kene sapu..ni dah hari ke 4, n im getting bored of not sleeping in my room..just change the pipes..is that so hard?really hate these malay contractors..tak systematik..plus agak lembap..ni dah mcm marah2.agaklahh..when sumone thrashes ur room,dismantle ur toilet,cud u even stand?